The Small Town Girl.

She likes to read and she likes to paint, being very young, she does all the things in the world which you would think are very boring or unrealistic (especially if you have ever lived in a city which is very busy like New York City). She could stare at a boy’s photo, who would have made her smile, for thousands of seconds and think of him for days and nights while going to sleep, while having dinner; she would just imagine about him and re-build all the talks they have had. she wouldn’t hesitate to talk about him to her parents even if they did not like that boy. She had been told that he was not trustworthy; she had been told to stay away from him, but neither did she listen to them, nor did she follow. She had faith that no one could destroy; no one but him.

Her blue eyes, long brown hair and those attractive lips, complete with her personality and her nature, make her the perfect girl; however, she still feels she is not perfect. She feels she is left out. She has her dreams, many dreams, she wants to follow. Sometimes she feels blocked; sometimes it’s the dreams that just don’t seem to be happening anytime. “Why can’t I?” Speaks a voice inside her; it inspires her. Feeling rejuvenated, she feels nothing is impossible. Setting her target, she marches her way forward. Forward to her dream to make it happen. Nothing can stop her.

Now after many years have passed, she knows she doesn’t have much time left. She just sits back with her lover on the couch in a home very far from the town; she watches her grandchildren repeat the same mistakes. Thinking about the life she had been through, the good times and the bad times. She becomes very emotional at that moment; she starts to remember things from the past but she does not cry, nope not a tear. In fact, she just gives a very tender smile to her husband and gets one in return and finally closes her eyes.



Something about me.

Today is – wait, what is today’s date? ah its 29th July of the year 2011! How old I’ve become now, 17 years and almost 3 months!! I’ve survived almost, you could say, 1/3 part of my life and I don’t even remember most of it! Haha but who remembers their childhood? We were kids back then and all we needed to do is play with our toys, go out and run randomly, hug our parents (maybe), go out in the rain, make paper boats! play in the rain and a lots and lots of more things! When I was a kid, I was a very shy person.  In fact, I am a very shy person, sometimes even today! As a kid I would just want to do things, or sometimes just want things, desperately. I remember I used to just cry all the time if ever my mom did not/could not give me something I wanted..also whenever  the cookie I wanted to eat, broke into two pieces, I’d just keep on asking my mom to stick it back with gum or some adhesive. I didn’t care. Those were some very good days, I wish I could go back in time, but hey doesn’t everyone wish the same?

Anyway if you must have noticed, this is the first time I am posting anything to this blog and I’ll have to admit this website is pretty much confusing as hell. Although soon enough I’ll understand this website and get comfortable with it and hopefully come to know how to change the layout of this website. And also I’ll admit this is not the first time I’m blogging, I’ve wasted my time before in creating a stupid blog on my class in my high school, with whom I was for with 3 years.

I hope you guys like my blog in the future ‘cos right now, honestly, it sucks. lol.